I was asked tonight
if I ever got tired of being the only sober one in the group
and I had to answer
that all I had to do was look around to remember I was totally and completely happy to still be sober
drunken lectures
conversations in worlds I don't care about
in words I don't care to hear
and with words they don't hear at all
And all I want to do is enjoy myself, even if the company is alternately planar to myself
I find myself in company that I don't fit with often
I've written of this before, in previous years
It's a common theme
but for the most part there really is no company I fit with
never has been
It's all I can do to enjoy what I can
because it's all in my own attitude towards it all.
No, I will never get tired of being the only sober one.
I thank my stars that I have always been that way.
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